One Shot #131 Liam-story 'Mission impossible'

Liam-story ; ‘Mission impossible?’

@Love_Harry1D4 – Brittney.

@JustSmiilexoxo

- Jenna.

@mylifeis_harry – Hayley.

I seriously could kill her sometimes, but she also can be so sweet to me. yes, I’m talking about my sister Brittney. She has a best friend, Jenna, they’re always together. It like me and my friends, but they’re even closer.

I was because of her, best friends with Liam, he’s really sweet and since I met him, I think I’m in love, but it’s not easy, he has a lovely girlfriend.

When we first met..

My mum wanted me to go along with Brittney, and so I did. We went to Jenna, just like she always did.

‘Hey, nice to see you again!’ I said.

‘yeah, indeed!’ Jenna looked at me, we’re around the same age, Brittney isn’t much younger than I am.

‘Maybe you can go with my brother, I think you won’t like what we’re going to do.’ She said as we got inside. ‘LIAAAAAAAAAAAAAM.’

A cute guy came into the living room, holding hands with a girl.

‘Hi, I’m Liam, her brother, and this is my girlfriend Hayley.’ He shook my hand, and I did the same with Hayley.

‘I’m Celina, Brittney’s sister.’ I smiled sweetly.

‘Want to watch TV or something?’ he said, pulling Hayley onto the couch, his arms around her, and I just sat down in the other couch.

‘yeah, alright.’ I chuckled.

The girls went to Jenna’s room and we heard them giggling all the time, it was loud and annoying actually. We just watched some TV, I didn’t notice that the time was going so fast, I got called, my mum of course.

 ‘We gotta go, dinner’s almost ready, the time has gone fast.’ I looked over at the two in the other couch.

 ‘I’ll get the girls, wait a second.’ Liam said, walking to the stairs.

Hayley wasn’t a person who spoke much, she was a bit shy, maybe she was because she doesn’t know me.

‘Celina, why so early?’ Brittney came in.

‘I don’t know, ask mum! But come on, we’d better go, you know how she can be.’ I chuckled, standing up, putting my coat on.

‘Nice to meet you, Hayley, Liam, hope I’ll see you another time.’ I said before we walked out.

‘What you think of her brother, he’s kinda handsome isn’t he?’ Brittney asked me.

‘Yeah, he is, and he seems like a sweet and caring person.’ I chuckled.

‘you like him, don’t you?’ she said.

‘I don’t know. I mean, he has a girlfriend..’ I mumbled.

After that day, I got to see him more, also alone, without Hayley, she trusted me I think, because I also knew girls who wouldn’t leave her boyfriend with another girl, even if they were just friends.

-

‘Mum, Liam’s coming over, do you mind?’ I yelled through the house, I didn’t know where she was.

‘She’s to her work silly, I’m going now, cinema time!’ Brittney walked into my room and left after saying that.

I totally forgot that, I didn’t go to school anymore, I was 16, just finished the HAVO, I had to wait before I could go to college, it would be too expensive, if I waited a year, it would be much easier.

I heard knocking on the door and went downstairs, opened the door and saw Liam standing there, he looked even better like he was now, his eyes sparkling, the sunshine on his face. I have to hold in, he has a girlfriend. I hugged him and let him come in.

‘Hey, what you wanna do today?’ I said.

‘Watch a movie? I got some with me.’ he said.

We both loved watching movies, we saw toy story many times together.

‘I choose the movie!’ I screamed.

-

After that movie night, I went out to Liam a lot, I didn’t only like his company, personality and trust, I also liked him, a lot. I was glad he didn’t know, I don’t want to ruin his relationship with Hayley.

This afternoon he told me that he had a fight with her, he had tears in his eyes, he didn’t like it at all. I comforted him, by letting him cry into my shoulder while I hugged him, and kissing his cheek, which made him smile and I felt my cheeks getting red.

‘red head.’ He chuckled, stroking my cheek. I looked at the ground, I had to hold back but he made it very hard to me.

‘Not funny.’ I mumbled.

‘yes it is.’ He lifted up my chin and looked into my eyes. I tried to look away but my eyes locked on his and before I could even react, his lips were on mine, kissing sweetly.

‘so, you go for comfort to her, and think it works to stop crying by kissing her?!’ an angry Hayley stood next to us, tears in her eyes and her eyes already red.

‘no.. i.. i..’ Liam mumbled.

I didn’t want Liam to get hurt, so I took advantage.

‘He didn’t do anything, it’s all my fault. I’m sorry, I ruined everything. I’ll stay away but don’t leave or hurt Liam.’ I said walking out of the door afterwards.

Liam’s POV.

She knew I was responsible for the kiss, why did she take advantage? I was grateful, but I lost her by now, I’m confused, I don’t know, losing my best friend or my girlfriend..

‘I’m sorry hun, I didn-‘ she kissed me immediately, interrupting me.

‘I’m sorry too.. I shouldn’t have started the fight.’

We talked it through and made it all right. I was wondering if I’d see Celina again, she is and was my best friend.

‘I don’t want you to see or speak Celina again.. ‘ she said. ‘I’m afraid for losing you to her, you went more with her than you ever was with me.’

I could feel the tears burn in my eyes again.

‘You want me to leave my best friend alone? After she took advantage so I wouldn’t get hurt that much? you’re even hurting me more like this.’ I pouted.

‘yeah I think it’s better, you totally changed into another person.’

That words tore me apart, of course I changed, but I felt like a better person with her, she made me more confident and made me feel comfortable.

‘I only changed into a better person.’ I said, looking away.

‘you gotta choose. Celina or me.’

Celina’s POV.

After I’ve left his house a few days ago, I didn’t hear anything from him anymore. The days were long and went very slow.

Jenna told me that he wasn’t allowed to see or speak to me, he tried to change her mind, but failed.

I was shopping for some new clothes, searching some distraction. I was glad I had my sister. She comforted me, and listened to me, even if I told something multiple times.

‘What do you think of this top? Try it!’ Brittney said. I walked over to the little changing rooms but bumped into someone.

‘I’m sorry.’ I said and stood up, I wanted to pass the person until that one said my name.

‘Celina?’ the person said. It was a familiar voice, you walk away if you realize it’s Liam.

‘Celina, wait!’ he grabbed my hand to stop me from walking.

‘how you doing?’ he asks.

‘Great, I lost my best friend, can’t be any better I suppose.’ Tears burn in the corner of my eyes.

‘I feel the same, totally. I just broke up with Hayley also.’ He said. ‘she was getting strange.’

I looked at him, he meant all his words.

‘Come over here.’ He pulled me in for a hug, kissing my head.

‘Tell me everything. ‘ I said as I wiped my tears away. You bought the cute top and your sister left so you could talk, you sat down at a terrace.

‘Well.. I’ll start from the kiss then.. ‘ he began to tell me.

Liam’s POV.

-flashback-

I was looking at her beauty, she has always been gorgeous to me, her lovely eyes, perfect smile.. I looked into her eyes and crashed my lips on hers. I always wanted to do that since I met her, but I have Hayley and I love her, but now I just let myself go..

The problem was ; Hayley stood there, we talked after Celina left, the fight was over, but not a lot later, another fight began.

I didn’t want to cheat on Hayley, I just have that thing for Celina, always had, always have.

After we were getting more and more fights, and the longer I didn’t speak to Celina, it started to annoy me, and I was getting more and more down. Celina made me happy, she knew how to get me like that, even though I wouldn’t want that, she’s also understandable, and I wanted to tell her everything, but I knew Hayley was watching every move I made.

I broke up with her when she was making a huge problem when I wanted to be alone, I was pissed off and the boys were getting worried.

I went out for a walk, crossing a few shops for some clothes eventually. Then I bumped into someone, and I saw it was Celina, my heart started beating faster and louder. She didn’t want to talk to me first, I knew why, of course I would do the same if I was her.

-end of flashback, oh I’m so mean not telling everything.-

Celina’s POV.

 ‘so.. you broke up because of me? I hope you didn’t. ‘ I said.

‘I do everything to keep my best friends. Especially you.’ He smiled.

‘No, you don’t need to..’ I mumbled.

‘Yes I do, you don’t know how much better you made me.’ he chuckled.

‘I don’t make anyone better.’  I said quickly.

‘you do, ask the lads.’ He took my hand and leaded me to their house, they all life together in a huge complex, so it’s quite easy.

‘Come on, ask them, you don’t believe me.’ he said, encouraging me.

‘Why? … okay then. Do I really change him?’ I asked the lads who were sitting in front of the TV.

‘Yes you do, he seemed more open since he met you.’ They look at each other and start to laugh.

You look at them and raise an eyebrow.

‘What ?’ you say.

‘Ask Liam, I think he will kill us for laughing.’ Harry screams, wiping away his tears from laughter.

You turn to Liam and see him blushing wildly.

‘Are you going to tell me?’ I chuckled.

‘well.. it’s embarrassing. ‘ Liam mumbled.

‘You always told me everything, how embarrassing it was, and now you won’t..?’ I sat down at the couch, between Louis and Zayn. ‘Tell me guys, now I want to know!’

‘No. he has to tell the thing, we’ll leave you two to it. ‘ they smirked and walked away. It was only me and Liam in the room.

Liam settled down next to me, sighing and looking at me with his gorgeous brown eyes.

‘Liam.. tell m-‘ he crashed his lips on mine again, I was quite surprised but laid my hand instinctively on his cheek. ‘oh.. I think I understand a little part..’ I mumbled as he pulled away.

‘I.. I didn’t want to break up or have fights with Hayley, but how she treated me, it was just unacceptable, and I know you won’t treat me like that. I know you liked me a long time, I could see it. And I felt guilty, that you chose me, but now I understand why me, because it’s meant to be.’ He sighed out of relief.

I just watched him, speechless of his words.

‘I scared you, didn’t I ..’ he said.

 I shook my head and kept staring. He just said the things I always liked to hear from him, I waited a long time for them, didn’t expect them to come anymore. I grabbed his hand and held it against my chest, he could feel my heartbeat.

I smiled and hugged him tight. He knew I feel the same, I didn’t even have to say.

‘But, why did you..’ I asked.

‘Now important what I did.. ‘ he interrupted me, pulling me closer. ‘Celina, do you want to go on a date with me?’ he chuckled.

‘What do you think yourself?’ I looked him in the eyes.

‘Oh.. well.. then.’ He was joking.

‘you know what I mean.’ I laughed.

He grinned. ‘tomorrow, 7 pm?’

I nodded and after that, went home. we shared a little kiss and I felt a little smile from him against my lips.

I was getting ready for our date, we would come in an hour, I didn’t know where he would take me, but I knew it was going to be awesome with him.

Liam’s POV.

I went to my car and drove to her house. I walked up to the door while I heard someone singing, she’d probable do her hair, I’m kinda early. I knocked on the door and she opened it blushing wildly because she knew I heard her.

‘Hey! Great voice you have!’ I chuckled and hugged her.

‘No, it’s terrible, never mind. Hi!’ she looked at me. ‘you look amazing.’ She said.

‘not as great as you do, gorgeous. ‘ I looked at her from tip to toe.

‘cheesy.’ She laughed and took her coat.

‘I’m sorry, it’s the truth.’ I chuckled and took her hand.

-

‘Where are we going?’ she aked.

‘Somewhere only we know.’ I answered, I once was walking with her and we found  little place in the middle of the neighborhood, I’d take her there.

‘I won’t give up on us, even if the skies get rough, I’m giving you all my love, I’m still looking up, I’m still looking up.’  she sang.

‘We got a lot to learn, God knows we’re worth it.’ I sang.

-

We walked into the place through the small entrance, nobody would ever find it. ‘here we are.’ I said, smiling.

Celina’s POV.

My eye widened, my hand on my mouth, and being speechless. Yes I was. It was all so beautiful, rose petals, a huge blanket with a picnic basket, everything was just there.

‘Liam, oh my gosh..’ I mumbled.

He took my hand, leading me to the huge blanket he had put down in the middle.

I was also wondering how it ended with Hayley, not to ruin the moment, but how could he move on so fast?

‘you wanna know how I can do all this so fast after a break-up don’t you?’ he suddenly said.

‘actually, I do. How you know?’ I blushed.

‘doesn’t matter… but I just live my life and I don’t think about it.. and I got you.. I-I.. kinda like you Celina. ‘ He looked me right into the eyes, my face a bit shocked.

His face came closer and I was just frozen.

‘I just.. I think I can’t do it yet.. it all just happened.. and I feel guilty to Hayley..’ I mumbled.

‘no need to, she treats people like rubbish..’ he whispered, his face was close to mine. I wanted to kiss him so badly, but the other feeling, he had just broken up with Hayley.. it can’t be over already.

‘Celina.. I really like you, don’t you believe I’m over Hayley?’ he asked, gesturing me to sit on his lap, but I refused.

‘I do believe you, but your mind can say other things than your heart does.’ I said.

‘My heartbeat is always faster if I’m with somebody I love, you know that, well, feel my heartbeat.’ He took my hand, holding it against his chest. ‘See, it’s beating faster and faster…’

I felt his heart going crazy, it was even faster than it was when he was around Hayley.

‘I just don’t know Liam.. i.. ‘ I looked at my hands.

‘Well, at least think about it?’ he kissed my head before we ate together, just as friends..

He brought me home that evening, I said I would sleep a night, thinking about it, and telling him tomorrow.

--

I was about to text, when he called me.

‘Hey Liam, what’s wrong?’

‘Hey Celina, well, I was just a bit curious..’ he chuckled slightly.

‘well, I thought about and..’

--

After I was at home, I went to Brittney to talk to her.

‘ Brittney, you here?’ I screamed.

‘Yeah, come in!’ she said.

I walked into her room and saw her putting a notebook away.

‘So what’s up?’ she asked.

‘The ceiling… but okay, Liam said he liked me.’ I said, scratching my head.

‘He did? So fast?’ she widened her eyes and watched me.

‘Yes, I said I couldn’t do it yet, because it all just happened.. but I like him so much, I don’t want to mess this up, but yeah, what should I do?’ I said.

‘Say you like him too, and just go for it, Hayley let him go, so yeah.’ She giggled.

‘Jenna’s here right?’ I chuckled. She nodded and Jenna stood up from behind the bed.

‘Sorry, I won’t say a thing!’ Jenna looked at me.

‘No worry, I’ll tell him myself tomorrow morning.’ I said, waving goodbye and walking out of her room.

-

‘well, I thought about and..’

‘And?’ Liam was quite nervous I could tell.

‘You know I like you too, so, I would like to go on another date, if you want to.’ I smiled when I said that.

‘Yeah, would be awesome, you can also just come around, the lads are gone till the evening.’

‘Would be nice, at what time?’

‘As soon as possible?’ he smirked, I could hear it.

‘Give me 15 minutes then…’ I smiled.

We hang up and I rushed into my clothes and went over to his house.

I saw Liam standing at the door, talking to Hayley.

‘No, go away, I don’t forgive you, it’s all too late, you shouldn’t have treated me like that.’ he slammed the door and Hayley walked away, crying. I felt so bad.. when Hayley was gone, I went to the door, and rang the bell.

‘Hey.. I saw what just happened with Hayley.. why didn’t you forgive her?’ I said.

‘She doesn’t deserve it.’ He says. His eyes were teary, he did care.

‘you care about her, and you know it. Just go, I’m always right here for you.’ I smiled.

He hugged me tight, shaking his head. ‘I don’t care that I care about her, she’s not important, she’d only hurt me.’ he sobbed.

I couldn’t say anything on that.. I just didn’t know what to say.

He let me in and I took off my shoes and coat.

‘Well, after that weird start, what you wanna do?’ he chuckled as he removed the last tears.

‘I don’t know, you let me come over here, you say it.’ I said, taking place on the huge couch.

We just watched some TV, like normal people do.. but he pulled me close all the time, I began on the other side of the couch, now, I’m on his lap. His long fingers start to tickle me and I almost fell of the couch.

‘LIAM ‘ I yelled, I had tears from laughter, I couldn’t handle tickling at all.

‘What? Don’t you like it?’ he smirked. He pulled me back on his lap and held his arm around me tight.

‘No, I dislike it..’ I said, trying to escape from his grip, but he’s way too strong.

‘haha, sorry.. I won’t, cough, do it again.’ he said, turning me around so I could face him.

He stroked my hair. ‘you’re a beauty.’

‘No I’m not.’ I said, it made him wraps his arms around me tighter.

‘Yes you are. You don’t know you’re beau-ti-ful.’ He chuckled.

He looked deeply into my eyes, making my eyes lock on his.

I saw him looking at my lips and I got a little smile on my face. He brought his face closer and  he lays his forehead onto mine and closes his eyes.

I watched his face quietly, enjoying the moment.

I heard a little chuckle from him as he opens his eyes again.

‘This is much better than a date isn’t it?’ he whispers.

‘kinda..’ I whispered back, closing my eyes now.

We sat like that for a moment, until I leant my head back, which made his head fall a bit to the front side, it was very funny to see.

‘still a bit uncomfortable?’ he asked quietly.

‘No, but your head’s heavy.’ You chuckled, poking him sweetly.

‘I thought you were strong… wrong thought.’ He laughed and pulled me as close as we were a few seconds ago.

‘You know.. you really make me feel like a little child again, not afraid of anything, and I like the feeling.’ I said, wrapping my arms around his neck.

‘You know.. you fail at flirting enormously and I think it’s cute.’ He smiles.

‘You know.. you’re mean.’

‘You know.. I know that you know that I know I’m mean.’

‘You know… I love you.’

He smiled as I said that and leaned in to kiss me, it was passionate yet intensive.

‘Do you want to be my girl?’ he asked cutely, big puppy eyes, and making me melt.

‘I can’t refuse it, even though you do puppy eyes and ask it like a little boy. Yes, I’d love to.’ I chuckled and kissed his lips lightly.

Liam’s POV.

I had a party inside, she finally said yes!

I watched her proudly as she put a movie into the DVD-player.

Of course it was my favorite movie, which I saw a million times : Toy Story.

How I love those movies!

I couldn’t concentrate though, I started teasing her, so she was teasing me back, and we ended up lying on the ground from laughter. I laid on top of her, by accident.

I started to kiss her, a bit rougher than before and started to stroke her back. she didn’t do anything, just kissing back, but when I put my hand underneath her top, stroking the naked skin of her back, she froze.

‘Liam.. I’m not ready for that yet..’ she said, biting her lip, knowing I would be disappointed.

‘No worry, don’t be disappointed in yourself, I just let myself go.. I’m sorry.’ I kissed her forehead and helped her to stand up.

‘No sorry from your side..’ she smiled.

I heard a knock on the door and she went to open it.

It was taking quite long, so I went to the door, to watch if everything was alright.

I saw Hayley and Celina, Celina against the wall, her nose was bleeding and she had tears streaming down her face. Hayley didn’t saw me, and hit with her fist on Celina’s face. I ran over and got Hayley away from my new love. 

‘What you think you’re doing?!’ I tried not to panic.

‘Giving that bitch what she deserves!’ She was trying to escape from my grip, but I’m way stronger than she is. Jenna and Brittney ran down the stairs when she heard everything.

After they calmed down Hayley and I helped Celina, who was very dizzy, I said she had to leave me and Celina alone, following her and letting her leave, she whispered something before walking out of the door, but I couldn’t hear it.

Celina’s POV.

‘Hi.. what are you doing here?’ I asked Hayley, she was at the door.

‘Same question to you. Where’s Liam? I need to talk to him.’ She said.

‘didn’t you hurt him enough? He moved on, so let him go, you ruined it.’ I said quietly.

Her face became red from anger, I said something wrong.

‘don’t you dare to say that again.’ she pushed me against the wall and punched her fist onto my nose, which started bleeding.

‘LET ME GO.’ I yelled.

She punched me again, full in my face, and I felt dizzy, I didn’t saw properly, I felt her grip loosening and I let myself go to the ground, leaning against the wall. I closed my eyes, but I felt like throwing up.

‘Celina… everything alright?’ Liam’s warm voice sounded.  He lifted me up, bridal style, and laid me down on the couch, getting something to clean the blood from my face. And also an ice bag, with a towel, so the bruises on my face won’t be that bad.

‘Easy, I’m alright.’ I had tears in my eyes, it hurt quite bad.

‘Hayley, thanks, I didn’t need more.’ I said before Liam leaded her to the door.

Liam took a look at my nose, it was just blood, nothing worse, and I got a little bruise right under my eye, it looked like I had a black eye.

‘she won’t bother you anymore. I promise.’ He kissed my head, thinking deeply..

-

My bruises were gone after a week, and Liam and me were going well.

-

I knew he was a good singer, but he didn’t want to go back to the X-factor after they refused to let him through last time. I was convincing him to go, and I succeeded.

It’s the day of his audition and I went with him, as support, he said he needed it as well.

Of course he went through and soon he was getting more and more famous with his band, which was made out of 5 boys, including him.

I felt like I was losing him, he wasn’t home that often, he even had an apartment in London now, with those boys in one complex.

I felt a bit replaced, but I knew it wasn’t what he wanted to do, he was just living his dream.

-

‘Hey, Celina, I want to ask you something..’ Liam and I were calling with each other.

‘Well, ask then! ‘ I smiled as he was clearing his throat.

‘Well.. would you like to meet the boys? And if you can get along well.. maybe you could come over to London as well.. if you want too, then I don’t have to miss you as much as I do.’

Damn, he is so cute.

‘Yeah, I’d love to! And we’ll see.. I miss you too hun.’

‘Great! I’ll tell them, shall I prepare everything for your flight? I can fix something, I know how it works, I have to fly everywhere last months..’  he laughs, but feels a bit uncomfortable, I hear it.

‘Yeah. Alright, text me the details, hope to see you soon, I miss your sweet smile..’ I said, a tears escaped me, I’m glad he didn’t hear that I was quite sad, I missed him so badly.

‘I miss yours too hun, I’ll get you  here as soon as possible, I can’t wait.’

We hung up and I sat down on the couch. I didn’t want to do anything, didn’t want to speak to anyone, I just sobbed a bit, I missed Liam way too much.

-

‘Hey love,

Can’t wait to see you, I got one of the soonest flights, I guess you’re asleep now, so I planned it tomorrow afternoon, 2 pm, can’t wait to see you, you can stay here for a week if you want, we don’t have to do anything this week. Love you, see you soon. Xx Liam.’

I read the text the morning that I would leave, I smiled and went to your room to get my little suitcase, just some clothes and my makeup and stuff.

It was nearly 1 PM so I left to the airport, I had to check in, and bought something to eat on the airport.

I received a text just before you went into the plane.

‘Have a good flight, just an hour and you’re with me! x ‘

Liam is just the best boyfriend ever.

I dreamt a bit while flying, he was on my mind all the time, the hour went fast and we were going down already.

I got your luggage and went out searching for Liam.

‘CELINA!’ I heard from behind, I turned around and Liam hugged you immediately.

‘I missed you.’ I said and kissed his cheek.

‘I missed you too hun, come on, we’ll go to my apartment, we need to talk about everything!’ he helped me with my luggage.

-

‘Don’t worry, the boys are nice, but only messy and hyperactive.. except Zayn.’ He smiled as we arrived at the huge complex where he lived, they all had their own apartment, except Louis and Harry, if that are the correct names.. they live together in one.

We first went into his apartment, it’s quite big, I expected it a bit smaller.

‘Woow, it’s big, and you live here on your own?!’ I smiled at him, he had it all.

‘yeah.. but I hoped you could come over here a lot more, like living with me.’ he wrapped his arms around my waist, looking me freaking adorable in my eyes.

‘I don’t know yet, you also got to discuss it with the boys.’ I said, looking in his gorgeous brown eyes.

‘yeah, they won’t mind I guess.’ He smirked and kissed my lips.

‘Come on, I know where they are, I’ll introduce you.’ He said, and took my hand, dragging me along to an apartment near his, just 2 doors away.

He rang the doorbell and a boy with curly hair and cute green eyes opened the door.

‘Hey Liam, hey.. er..’ he said.

‘This is Celina, my girlfriend / best friend, I told you all about her.’ he smiled proudly.

‘Ah, yeah! He told only good things about you, I guess you don’t have bad things! I’m Harry.’ He shook my hand and we went inside, this apartment was even bigger, but I guess here lived two of them.

‘Well, boys, this is my lovely girlfriend, Celina.’ He said to the other 3 boys, one was messing around, one was sitting quietly at the couch and one was eating.

‘Hi Celina! I’m Louis, the coolest of all.’ The one who was messing around came over to me and shook my hand. I chuckled.

‘That’s Zayn, he’s quite quiet. ‘ he said.

‘And I’m Niall!’ the one who was eating yelled.

‘Nice to meet you all, Liam told me about you, he said it’s great to live with you.’ I glanced at Liam, who had one of his hand behind his head, laughing cutely.

We spent some time at that house, just talking a bit.

‘Hey guys, would you mind if she’s going to live with me in my apartment? If she agrees of course, she still didn’t answer..’ Liam started, just before we were going to leave.

‘Would be fun! Maybe I should let my girlfriend come over as well sometimes, I always go to her.’ Zayn said.

‘well, we’re going, talk to you later guys!’ it’s like Liam doesn’t want to talk about that girl..

We went into his apartment and I started unpacking my suitcase, I was allowed to stay all week, just like Liam proposed and he wasn’t really helping, just distracting me.

‘Liaaaam, don’t. you’re too adorable.’ I chuckled. He was lying on his bed and watched me, saying that I had to come over to him.

‘just come.. please?’ I was just finished so I walk over, and he wrapped his arms around me, pulling me next to him on the bed.

‘finally..’ he chuckled. He kissed my lips and stroked my hair.

‘Liam, don’t try anything.’ I chuckled as he brought his hand onto my tummy.

‘I won’t, I just enjoy being here with you. I missed you so much hun.’ He kissed my head and I crawled onto his chest.

‘I missed you too. ‘ I bit my lip, he doesn’t know a thing about the crying and things I did.

‘is there something you should tell me? you always hide something when you bite your lip.’

How could he see that?

‘No, I just.. the missing became more and more when I was alone, I didn’t see people that much anymore, I just went home, watching tv and things, it was quite hard without you..’

‘and…’ he lifted up my chin.

‘I sometimes cried..’ I closed my eyes, tears coming.

‘babe, told me about it.. I would’ve done something..’ he said, disappointment in his voice.

‘I’m sorry, I just didn’t want to bother you.’ I looked away.

‘I’m right here now, don’t worry.’ He hugged me tight, while laying on the bed.

-

The week went fast, we did a lot of things together and the last day, he asked me to live with him again.

‘I would love to, but, my parents…’ I said.

‘they like me, no worry, they will agree.’

He went with me to Wolverhampton, so we could ask it, and getting my stuff if they agreed.

--

‘Mum… dad.. I gotta ask you something.’ I said, my parents both on the couch, Liam on one of the chairs, and I sat on his knee.

‘I want to live with Liam in London.. in an apartment.. may I move there?’ I was watching my hands, which were on my lap.

‘Well, if you come around some times over here, we won’t stop you.’ My dad said.

‘Really? Wow, that was quite easy.’ I smirked, having a big smile on my face.

We got my stuff, saying goodbye to my parents and sister.

‘Bye lovely  Brittney, we’ll go shopping one time in London… ‘ I hugged her and kissed her cheek, she was crying.

‘Bye Celina, have fun there.’ She said.

My parents kissed my cheek and hugged me.

‘Goodbye.’ I said, a tear rolling down my face. I got my stuff and we went back to London..

Months went on, Liam wasn’t away a lot, but he had a long tour in a few weeks and that will be hard.. they just released their album and had to do a few signings and interviews, but in a few weeks, they’ll be doing their tour, with the songs from the album, in the UK, no it’s not far, but he will be gone for at least a month.

-

‘Liam… I’m going to miss you so much! I’m going home for a week as well.. I’ll talk to you soon..’ I hugged him, tears in my eyes.

‘Celina, I’ll miss you too, you can always visit me if the missing gets as worse as before, remember that.’ he has tears as well, kissing my head.

‘I will be at your last concert, just like we planned.. I think I’m not able to come before that, you know your management.’ I smiled, although I didn’t feel happy at all.

‘See you soon.’ I kissed his lips for the last time before he left my gate, I was going to my parents, he was going on tour.

‘Mum, dad, I’m here!’ I walked in our house, and my sister jumped from the couch, hugging me immediately.

‘Brittney, I missed you too, but don’t kill me please?’ I could barely breathe, that tight she hugged me.

‘I’m sorry..’ she blushed and let go.

‘Hey mum, hey dad. ‘ I smiled.

‘Hey hun, how are you? How’s London?’ they asked.

‘Yeah, it’s fun, but he’s quite busy, it’s boring without him.’ I said, my smile fading a bit.

‘you’re missing him huh?’ Brittney said.

‘Yeah, kinda. Well, I’m going to say hi to his parents as well, I had to say something from him. Brittney, wanna join me?’ I said, smiling. She nodded and we went to his house.

I was thinking about it, what could I do, if I couldn’t even spent these weeks? He will get longer tours..  I couldn’t handle it.

The week at my parents went very fast, and my sister would go with me so we could shop in London together.

Also that day went very fast, I texted with Liam a lot, I missed him loads.

It was just 1 week left before he would come home, the last gig was in London, and I would be there.

The time I spent alone was hard and I couldn’t think about something else than Liam.

I called him, I knew he wasn’t very busy, so I could. I almost cried at the phone, I missed him freaking much..

‘I gotta talk to you when you’re back.. I can’t take this any longer Liam.. it’s too hard..’

‘What do you mean.. Celina.. ‘ I cried, I thought about leaving him, I couldn’t stand it without him, but I’d better forget about him than missing him every single day.

‘you’ll hear it in a few days, I love you Liam.. I really really really do.’

I hung up, and didn’t answer his texts or phonecalls, he wanted to know what I meant, but I would break his heart, in the middle of his tour, and I couldn’t do that.

--

The concert ended and I had to face Liam.. I had to say it tonight, I couldn’t deny it.

‘Hey babe.. how are you?’ he hugged me and kissed my head. I didn’t go along with him though..

‘What’s wrong..’ he said.

‘Not here.. come, we’re going home?’

‘yeah, okay, the other boys are also gone already.’

I didn’t say a lot at the trip to our complex.

‘Okay, explain me.’  he said.

I took a deep breath and started..

‘Liam.. I just can’t handle it, you being so much away, no, I’m happy for you, I am, but I think I can’t take it.. and I think it’s better if we break up, don’t do anything stupid.. I think it’s the best..’ I cried, this is the hardest thing I’ve ever done in my life.

‘no.. Celina no.. just don’t.. I think we can get something  on it.. I can’t live without you..’ he sobbed.

‘Live your dream Liam, it’s your only chance.. I’ve packed my stuff.. I’m leaving tonight..’ I said.

‘You can’t, Celina, you can’t… don’t..’ he grabbed me, pulling me on his lap, holding me tight, refusing to let me go.

‘I need to Liam.. you’ll get over it.. I hope I will too..’ my tears streamed and streamed.

‘No you don’t have to..’ he took my hand and brought me to the other boys.

‘Boys… she wants to leave me because she can’t handle it without me.. please help me convincing her to stay..’ he cried as he took me in.

‘Celina.. you’re serious? If you can’t live without him, why leave?’

‘I can at least try to move on then.. now it’s that I’ve to miss him all the time, I just can’t..’

‘When is she leaving?’

‘tonight.’

‘Celina, please stay, you don’t know you’re killing Liam with this..’

‘Don’t you think it doesn’t kill me inside?’ I stood up and ran out the door, into my now ex apartment, I left with my luggage, and took the first taxi to the airport, although I had to wait an hour before the next plane.

Liam’s POV.

I cried, the boys tried to comfort me, but it won’t help, I only want Celina..

I ran out of the complex, to the airport, hoping she wasn’t gone already.

‘Liam, don’t it’s a mission impossible.. I just can’t.’ she said, walking away again.

‘CELINA. Please.. I love you.. and I’ll always will. Just.. know that.. without you, there isn’t a Liam..’ I kissed her one more time and walked away..

-

I sat down at a bench in the park, thinking about her..

I thought about some solutions, how could I make it easier.. I can’t life without her, I can live without… my fame.. but I would disappoint the boys..

I don’t know.. the days went slow, I sobbed, cried, didn’t eat and didn’t want to speak to anyone.

‘Liam.. can I come in?’ I heard Hayley’s voice.

‘No. I don’t want to see or speak to you, leave. ‘

‘I want to say sorry..’ she said.

‘What you did is unforgivable. And now I lost her as well, leave.’

‘okay..’ she walked away and I took my phone.

‘Life is nothing without you Celina.. ‘ I tweeted.

The whole world knew about me and Celina, I got a lot of mentions with ‘what’s going on?’ but I didn’t react.

‘Liam, you’re not going to do anything stupid.’ Louis yelled. ‘I’m only away for a few minutes.’

I wasn’t, why would I..

-

That night, I decided to go to Wolverhampton, go and get her..

I wrote a letter for the boys.

‘Dear Louis, Zayn, Harry and Niall,

I can’t stand it without Celina, I’m going to get her.

If she doesn’t want to come back with me, I won’t come back either.

I’m sorry.

-Liam.’

I put it on the table and left the house, I took the train, so I could sleep, it would end in Wolverhampton.

The next morning I was there, and went to her home. I didn’t hesitate and climbed into the tree next to the window of her room, like I did before. I knocked on the window, and she opened it.

‘With you is where I’d rather be, but we’re stuck where we are and it’s so hard, you’re so far, this long distance is killing me, I wish that you were here with me, but we’re stuck where we are, and it’s so hard you’re so far.. this long distance is killing me.’ I sang, and got into her room. She cried again and I just put my arms around her, comforting her, like I wanted every time.

‘Hun, I really can’t cope without you. ‘ I said.

Celina’s POV.

He came for me.. tears burned in my eyes.. I was overwhelmed, he was seriously so sweet, and how he sang.. it just..

‘Hun, I really can’t cope without you. ‘ he said.

I hugged him tighter, he held me already in his arms.

‘I can’t life without you too.. it’s just, I can’t.. I dislike being alone.. and..’

‘sssh.. I understand hun.’ He kissed my head, like he always did as I needed comfort.

‘Please come back.. we’ll find something on it. I swear.’ He said, looking me straight in the eyes.

‘but.. don’t you think I just overreact?’ I looked at the ground.

‘No, we spent all our time together.. it’s hard to be separated, I feel the same, but I get distraction..’

He lifted up my chin and kissed me.

I had missed his kisses, they were so sweet.

We French kissed for about a few minutes, before I pulled away.

‘I’d love to come back.. I just hope that you don’t have to be away for so long..’ I said.

‘We’ll find something on it, I promise.’

I held his hand as I moved out my parents house for the second time, but this time, it was better, I felt invincible, no matter what.

The boys were happy that I came back, he had left a letter, saying that we would leave the band if I didn’t want to come with him, I can’t believe he would do that for me..

‘Liam I love you.’ I kissed his cheek.

He pulled me closer, his strong arms around me.

‘I love you more girly, way more.’ He kissed my head and made everything feel a thousand times better.