Sunday 29 July 2012

#225 Long Louis one.

#imagine 

It's been a week since you and Louis thought of a temporarily break of your relationship, because you had so much to get through and the little fights you had were just too much. 
you slept at a friends, since you and Louis lived together, and she was at work, you were listening some music, until one of the old songs you knew came on. 
"but sometimes the way that i feel can't be put into words, hey.. it's like that with you." 
the song ended and you were in tears, it was the song Louis sang to you when you couldn't sleep, the song that made you fell in love with him more and more. 
you were sobbing into a pillow and just forgot the whole world around you. 
the whole week went like this, you missed him loads, you listened that kind of songs that made you miss him even more, like "Obvious" by Claude Kelly, or "Miss you" by Ed Sheeran.. 
you texted him once, that you were sorry, but he didn't respond at all. 

you decided to get out of the house, and went to the beach, walking along with your feet through the moist sand, the waves slowly getting closer and flow to the sand. 
you were listening music, holding your shoes in a hand, singing along since there was no one here at this time of the day. 
"Here i am, moving too fast, but i ain't no longer afraid, because somehow you just make me feel.. and that's how i know it's real." 

Then you turned of your shuffle and it got on "Critical" by Nick Jonas.. a song you would kill for to hear it live. 
you sat down at one of the rocks near the beach, seeing the waves crushing against them, not reaching you because they were big enough. 
some tears streamed down your face, Louis couldn't get off your mind, it was hard not to see or speak to him, and he didn't want to talk to you too, he ignored your text. 
you got a new text, and read it, it was from your friend who wanted to know where you were. 
you swiftly text back and sigh deeply, it must be so hard for her to take care of a heart broken girl, while her relationship only has a little break. 

As soon as you felt of going home, you walked along the beach again and slowly walked over to her house, knocking at the door softly. 
she opened and smiled at you. 'Louis called for you, i said you'd call tomorrow.' 
you hugged her and thanked her, you were relieved that he did want to talk to you now. 
you continued the night with a movie night, scary movies, making each other afraid, most funny thing to see. 

you both fell asleep on the couch, and you were the first one to wake up, at 9 am to be exact. 
you rubbed your eyes and went to the loo first, then got dressed and as last, you walked over to the phone to call Louis, knowing he would be awake now, because he's always awake at 8 am. 
he wanted to see you in the park today, you'd see him if you were there, and as soon as you got over there, you saw a note, who leaded you to another one, until you came out at the place Louis was sitting, a rose in his hand, Niall sitting next to him with a guitare. 
Niall started playing and Louis sang softly towards you. 
'I won't give up on us, even if the skies get rough,i'm giving you all my love, i'm still looking up, still looking up, but i won't give up on us, God knows i'm tough enough, we got a lot to learn, God knows we're worth it.. well i won't give up on us, even if the skies get rough, i'm giving you all my love, i'm still looking up.' he looked straight into your eyes and it made you tear up. '[your name], i didn't want it to be so hard for you, and i didn't mean to hurt you so much, i only want to see you happy and i couldn't stand everything for a moments, i was being a very very very bad boyfriend, i should've been there for you, i had to protect you, help you, but i didn't and now i feel guilty, i missed you this week, more than you could ever imagine, i didn't have the courage to answer your text, being afraid you didn't want to see me again. i hope you can forgive me.. but i'll understand if you don't.' he was out of breath as he ended, and you could only put a hand for your mouth out of shock. 
you walk over to him and lay your hand on his cheek, tears flowing down. 
Niall slowly left you two alone, and you hugged him tightly. 
'i missed you so much..' you managed to say. 
'i know baby..' he whispered. 
you look into his angelic blue eyes and smile. 'you're too sweet, you shouldn't have done that all, you know i can't stay mad at you.' you hiccupped. 
'i felt like i had to, i really had to be there, you were having a hard time, i'm sorry.' 
you move your thumb on his cheek and with your other hand, you wipe a tear away from your cheek. 
'stop saying sorry, you're the best i can have, even though we got those stupid little fights.. i freaking love you, Louis Tommo.' i chuckled slightly. 
'i love you more [your name] boo bear lover.' he said, laying his hand on yours, resting them both on his cheek. 
as he removed the hands, he slowly leaned in and your lips connected, into an unforgettable kiss, one you will both remember, because it only made your relationship stronger, nothing can ever come in between, nothing can break this.. 

~~~~~~~~~~ 

"This is critical, and i'm feeling helpless, so hysterical, this can't be healty, i can't eat or sleep when you're not with me, you're the air i breathe, this is critical, yeah." 

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