#imagine.
You’re asleep, having a bad dream, so
you’re moving all along, turning around the whole time, and Harry, who’s laying
next to you, wakes up. ‘Hey, [YN], what’s wrong..’ he whispers. You’re still
asleep, so he lays down again, and gets asleep again. You suddenly scream, you
woke up. you burst out crying, and sit down on the corner of your bed. ‘Hey,
hun, what’s..’ he watches you, a little sleepy. ‘Bad dream, it all will come
back, every single time..’ you lay your head on your knees, and pull your arms
around it. ‘No it won’t, I’m here with you. ‘He sits down close to you, lifting
your head with 2 of his long fingers. You’re crying. ‘It was about them,
y’know.. it’s just freaking me out, every night the same, it’s only getting
worse. ‘ you sob. He brushes away your tears sweetly. ‘Sheila and Ryan.. you
really got to talk to them hun, it’s not good to hurt yourself even more.’ He
tries to pull you closer, but you stand up, your head in your hands. ‘No, I
think it won’t help, it won’t solve anything..’ before you could even notice,
he stands next to you. ‘I know it’ll help hun, I’m sure. Just give it a chance.
‘ he gets you into a tight hug, and you cry into his shoulders. ‘I don’t want
to, I really don’t want to.’ You whisper. ‘I understand, don’t be scared babe, I can help you..’ He kisses your lips
quickly, takes your hand and gets you into bed again. ‘I don’t want to sleep
again.. that dream was just horrible. ‘ you whisper. ‘You don’t have to, I’ll
stay awake with you, even when you don’t sleep. ‘ He kisses your head and wraps
his arms around you. You lay against his chest and just stare a little, till
you drift away.
As you wake up the next morning, Harry
isn’t there. You look around and see he’s not in the room. ‘Yeah, maybe today?
… yeah okay, that’s alright. bye!’ you hear Harry’s voice and he walks in
again. ‘Hey babe. ‘ he walks up to you, lays his hands on your hips and kisses
you. ‘Good morning sunshine, what were you doing?’ you ask a little curious. ‘I
called them. You need to talk about it, I swear. It’ll make you feel better. ‘
He watches you seriously, you look at the ground. ‘I don’t have the courage to
talk to them, after everything they did.. well, I’m going to shower now..’ you
walk to the closet, getting some clothes, and walk out of the room. He stands
there till the door is shut, then goes after you. He embraces you from behind
in the shower and holds you the whole time. You think about it, it’s so sweet
he does that for you, but you also don’t want it, it’s so hard.
‘We’ll go.. you try your hardest to make me
happy, and I won’t let you down, thank you Harry. I love you. ‘ you say when
you’re downstairs. ‘It’ll turn alright hun, I know you don’t want to. ‘ You
prepare a little breakfast, and he just watches some TV. ‘You make the best
breakfast ever y’know..’ He smiles at you. ‘I got a great teacher. ‘ you grin.
He pulls you close, and kisses your nose. ‘They’re coming in one hour. ‘ He
looks in your eyes. ‘Please stay with me all the time..’ you beg. ‘I will hun,
I’ll hold your hand if you want to, don’t be afraid to cry, they’ve to face
your feelings. ‘ You sit down at the couch with him, till the doorbell rings..
Harry walks over to the door and you hear it’s them. ‘Hey.’ Is the only thing
you say when they walk in. ‘you know why you’re here, I don’t regret anything I
said, but I still miss you guys, even when I don’t want to. You appear in my
dreams, which turn into nightmares, ask Harry if you don’t believe me. ‘ you
look at your hands the whole time. ‘We, well I, miss it too but it’s not like
you, I don’t have nightmares and things. ‘ Sheila says. ‘Yeah. We could talk
for hours, talking about nothing. It’s all gone. ‘ The tears stream down your
face, because of anger. ‘I had a horrible time, and suddenly everyone turned
against me. ‘ Harry sat down behind you, and is rubbing your back now. ‘We
know.’ Sheila whispers. ‘Why did you leave me than? You could’ve thought about
me? But no, my feeling don’t matter at all, I could use that also..’ you want
to get up and walk away, but Harry holds you on the couch. ‘You overreact. We
always asked you how you felt, we listened. ‘ they say. ‘I always say I’m fine.
‘ you look away. ‘it’s horrible to see how she feels since you’ve left. ‘ Harry
says. ‘She’s just not herself, she’s not the happy [YN] anymore. ‘ you hear
it’s hard for him to say that. You grab his hand and hold it. ‘We know how the
difference is, that’s why we left. ‘ Ryan says. ‘She wasn’t herself anymore,
because of everything, and we tried to get her back, but it didn’t work, it
turned out in a fight, and we said things we shouldn’t have said. ‘ you face
them, your eyes are teary. ‘I just don’t know how you could do that, why am I a
selfish little child? I was there for you all the time! I had just some bad
things and that makes me selfish ? ‘ you look at him in disgust. ‘We were mad.
‘ Ryan whispers. ‘Yeah, so am I.’ you get out of Harry’s arms and walk out of
the room. You sit down in the corner of your bedroom, crying your heart out.
You hear them leaving downstairs, and Harry walks in, he has a glass of water
for you. ‘You did right lovely, I swear.’ He gives you the water, you’re
shaking a little, trying to drink some. ‘I don’t better at all.. I’m sorry I
messed it up, I couldn’t handle it any longer. ‘ you stand up, putting your
arms around him. ‘You don’t have to say sorry. It’s usual when you got to go
through so much things at the same time, just remember that I’ll be here. ‘ He
kisses your head. ‘You’re the best, you’re the one who makes me feel happy,
even when you can’t see it. ‘ you stand on your toes to kiss him. ‘It’s called
love. It makes you feel better I see, where’s your gorgeous smile?’ His dimples
appear, and that makes you smile. ‘I love you Harry. ‘ you hug him tightly. ‘I
love you hun. ‘ He whispers. You got a text, and when you read it, all the hope
of getting happier is gone.
‘H-h-harry?’
you say, you show the text. ‘Hope you’ll never stop crying, you act like you
didn’t do anything yourself. x Ryan. HOW
CRUEL?! Just no words for it. Hun, don’t let him every ruin something, he’s not
worth it, look how he talks to you.’ He deletes it, and hugs you. ‘I won’t. I’m
done with them, from now, I’ll only care about my real friends, and about you,
my true love. ‘ you smile while tears stream down your face. ‘I’ll be here for
you hun, always.’ He kisses you. ‘I’ll always be there for you 2. ‘ You smile. ‘Harry,
thank you for staying, I love you so damn much..’ you kiss him another time,
but your phone’s ringing. ‘Hello?’ ‘Hi, [YN], please listen. I’m very sorry
about everything and I don’t like to see how you’ve changed, I’m sorry for what
I said, I didn’t mean to. I hope you can forgive me, I don’t want to see you
crying like you did..’ Harry smiles, he can hear it. You take a breath and say
; ‘Well, it’s forgiven, but I’m not going to start it all over again, I’m
moving on from now, glad we talked about it, I’m done with the bad things, I
only want to concentrate on the good things. ‘ You smile while taking Harry’s
hand. ‘Okay, I understand.. I hope I’ll talk to you again, because I really
miss our conversations.. bye [YN], hope it’ll all be alright.’ It was Sheila. ‘
your words were beautiful.’ Harry smiles. ‘I just want to let them come true
also, come, we’ll go for a walk. ‘ it’s getting dark outside, but you just walk
along, hand in hand. ‘Thank you for everything, you make me the happiest girl
alive.’ You pinch his hand softly. He entangles his fingers with yours, facing
you, his eyes are watching you cutely. ‘No problem, you would do the same. ‘
His smile lights up the dark streets of London. ‘Your eyes sparkle, I could
watch it forever. ‘ he whispers. His head gets closer, you feel his hot breath.
You put your arms around him as he kisses you passionately. ‘Baby, you light up
my world like nobody else.’ You smile. You hear some people passing by, but
Harry holds you close. ‘well, here we got our little crying baby with her
boyfriend. ‘ You hear someone saying. ‘Ryan, you won’t get me anymore, give it
up. ‘ you take Harry’s hand and walk away, going to a new and beautiful future.
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